Killer Year Read online

  “I hear you’re the Papasan. You run things.”

  Run would be a good word for it, I thought. I wasn’t the owner. He was thousands of miles away in the Netherlands. But I was the decision-maker, and gatekeeper.

  I shrugged, then said, “You enjoying Angeles?”

  “Seems pretty nice. But, you know, all these bars around here seem pretty much the same. You all got the neon, the mirrors with all the names painted on them, the big bells. The only difference I can see is the girls. Some places have a better group than others.”

  I couldn’t argue with his assessment. There are over a hundred go-go bars in Angeles City, all offering pretty much the same thing: prerecorded music and liquor and women.

  “So how does ours rank?”

  “About average.” He nodded toward Ellie. “Except for her. She brings your score way up.”

  I couldn’t help but smile. The fish was circling the bait. Now all I had to do was hook him.

  While Perdue took another drink, I caught the attention of Kat, the bartender. With a quick, almost undetectable motion, I indicated our new customer’s interest in our superstar. Less than a minute later, Ellie had made her way off the stage and walked across the room to where we were sitting.

  “Hey, Ellie,” I said. “How you doing?”

  “I was getting hot,” she said. She pulled at her bikini top, like she needed to get air between the flimsy fabric and her C-cup breasts. She looked at Perdue and smiled. “Who’s this?”

  “Another Yank,” I said. “Joseph Perdue.”

  She held out her hand and gave him a look even the most disinterested man would be hard-pressed to resist. “Nice to meet you. I’m Ellie.”

  “Hi, Ellie,” Perdue said. Instead of shaking her hand, he kissed it, the whole time his eyes never leaving her face.

  I knew the deal was done then, and twenty minutes later I was proved correct.

  “He wants to pay bar fine, Papa. What do you think?” Ellie asked me. She and Perdue had moved to the booth he’d occupied when he’d first arrived. Now she had walked back over to me alone while her potential boyfriend for the night waited.

  “He seems all right,” I said. “What do you think?”

  “I think he has money,” she said.

  “Then, by all means, have a great night.”

  It didn’t surprise me when Perdue came in the next night and bar fined her again. And I wasn’t particularly shocked that he’d decided to bar fine her not just for that evening, but for the rest of the week. The fish had not just swallowed the hook, but the hook and the line and the rod. Ellie was a hard one to resist.

  Of course, the deal was good for everyone. I was happy to collect the cash. Ellie was happy to be out of the bar for more than just a few hours, and was definitely happy about her cut of the bar fine. And Perdue, presumably, was happy to be spending time with a beautiful girl at least twenty years younger than he was.

  Honestly, after that night, I thought I wouldn’t see the guy again. I figured he’d probably bar fine her for the remainder of his trip and when she came back to work, it would mean he was on the long flight home to the U.S. But two days later, he showed up in the middle of the afternoon.

  It was Friday, but we wouldn’t really get busy until after dark. At the time, we only had two customers, so the day shift girls—about half as many as I’d have on that night—were huddled together in cliques talking or sitting alone texting their boyfriends, both foreign and Filipino, on their mobiles.

  I had only been there about thirty minutes, but as usual, my ass was glued to my favorite stool at the bar. If anyone else ever tried to sit there, Kat or one of the other bartenders made them move. “Papa Wade’s chair,” they’d say.

  When Perdue came in, he took a few seconds for his eyes to adjust from the bright sunshine outside to the dim interior, then spotted me and walked over.

  “Alone?” I asked.

  “Ellie said she had to run home to take care of something. I’m meeting her at Mac’s in an hour.”

  Mac’s was the main restaurant in the district everyone ended up in. But Perdue didn’t sound happy about it. In fact I’d say he was pretty annoyed. But I didn’t push. My job was to make the customer feel as good as possible about his time in Angeles. Getting into the middle of a relationship between one of my girls and her honey ko was never a good idea. Unless, of course, it was because he was treating her badly.

  Whether you believe it or not, we’re a family. And a hell of a lot better one than those most of my girls had grown up in back in the provinces. We watch out for each other. We’re there when times are good or times are bad. We know enough to give each other room when we need it, when to let hope simmer and not discourage it, and when to snap each other back into reality—albeit our reality—when we had to.

  But what we really have to do is be careful not to crush the dream. In this make-believe world of faux love and real sex, it’s the dream that keeps a lot of the girls going. It’s the chance that maybe, just maybe, the guy they’ve got temporarily wrapped around their finger might fall for them hard. Maybe they can get him to spend his entire vacation with them. Maybe they can get him to call them, and email them, and send them money after he’s returned home. Maybe—and this is the big one—maybe he’ll even marry them and take them away from the islands.

  It happens all the time. Only with thousands of girls working the business, a few a month leaving for better lives is a small percentage. Still, the dream is there. And I have always been careful not to get in the way of even that narrow chance.

  “So you been having a good time?” I asked.

  I figured the only answer could be yes. He would have sent Ellie back by now if he wasn’t.

  “Took her down to Manila yesterday. Had a little business to deal with. Thought she might like to do some shopping.” Finally Perdue cracked a smile. “I guess I was right.”

  I laughed. Take one of the girls shopping, and she’d stay with you for free. It was their religion, but one they seldom indulged in unless it was on someone else’s dime. “So I’ll take that as a yes.”

  The smile slipped again. “For the most part.”

  We drank in relative silence as the perpetual sound track of Justin Timberlake and Robbie Williams and even vintage Spice Girls played on, only at slightly reduced afternoon levels.

  “Can I trust you?” Perdue asked.

  I looked over at him, a knowing grin on my face. “Of course,” I said.

  It was my standard answer. Truth was, I already knew what he was going to tell me. It was going to be some variation on “Ellie’s not like the other girls,” or “I haven’t slept more than an hour at a time since I took her home,” or “Do you think you can meet someone special at a place like this?” They were all a prelude, a setup to talking himself into believing he’d fallen in love. Perhaps Ellie had actually found her ticket out of town.

  But even as the thought came to me, I questioned whether it would really pan out. After you’ve worked here as many years as I have, you get a sense of the guys. And my sense of Perdue was that he wasn’t looking for a wife.

  “I’m serious,” he said. “Can I trust you?”

  I lifted up my beer. “You can tell me whatever you want. It’ll just be between us.”

  For a few seconds, I thought he wasn’t going to say anything. He leaned toward me. “I’m Homeland Security,” he finally said, his voice barely audible above the music. In fact it was so low, I wasn’t sure I’d even heard him right.

  “What?” I asked.

  “Homeland Security. You know what that is, right?”

  I’d been living in the Philippines since the late nineties, and hadn’t actually set foot Stateside since before 9/11. But with CNN International and the large American ex-pat community—most of whom were former military—you couldn’t help knowing a little bit about what was happening back home.

  “That’s, like, antiterrorism, right?”

  “That’s just part of
it. But, yeah, that’s our main focus.”

  I wasn’t sure what to say. I mean, we get all types in the bar. Maybe he was trying to impress me. Homeland Security, it did sound important. Maybe I should have been impressed. But I wasn’t.

  “I’m here looking into a few potential rumors. We want to neutralize any problems before they develop.”

  “‘Neutralize’?” I repeated. I think it might have been the first time I’d ever heard it used like that in conversation. “That’s why you’re in Angeles? Or why you’re at my bar?”

  “The Philippines,” he said. “Mainly in the south. Two months now. I came up here for a little relaxation.”

  Now we were back on familiar territory. “Glad we could help you with that.”

  The corners of his mouth went up and down in what I could only guess was a quick smile. “When I was in Manila yesterday …” He let the words hang as he took a sip of his San Miguel.

  “On your business,” I offered.

  He nodded. “On my business. I heard something disturbing. It came to us through a very dependable source. But you know how these things are.”

  No, actually, I didn’t. And I had no idea why he was even telling me any of this. But he was the customer, so I wasn’t about to stop him. Besides, it wasn’t just the girls who fell into a routine. Someday I could tell this story to my other Papasan friends. They’d love it. The secret agent confesses all to Papa Wade.

  “Seems there might be trouble here in Angeles,” Perdue finally said.

  I almost laughed out loud. Terrorism? Here in Angeles? Gangs, yes. But terrorists? Something that would concern the government of the United States of America? Not possible.

  “I think maybe your source is screwing with you,” I said.

  “That’s what I thought, too,” Perdue said. “But I did a little checking this morning, and now I’m not so sure.”

  “We’ve never had any of that kind of trouble. And I’m sure we’re not about to, either.” I suddenly had no desire to continue talking about this. I didn’t want to know. I was happy with my beer and my girls and my life. Terrorism was a problem for somewhere else.

  “Yeah, well, they didn’t have that kind of trouble in Bali before, but we all know what happened there.”

  That stopped me.

  Bali was the thing someone always threw out on those rare occasions when conversation turned to terrorism. And Bali scared the shit out of me. That had been in 2002. Two bombs at nightclubs in the tourist district. A couple hundred people died. All of us in Angeles knew at the time it could have just as easily happened in front of one of our places. And then, over weeks and months, we forgot about it, pushing it out of our minds, and returning to the belief that it could never happen here.

  “I’m not sure you should be telling me this,” I finally said.

  Perdue leaned in. “I’m telling you this for a very good reason. I need your help.”

  “My help?”

  “I got a name and a picture from my source in Manila. He’s been involved in kidnappings and executions in the south, but it appears his comrades have ordered him to set up shop here in your part of the country. The funny thing is, when I saw the picture, I knew I’d seen him recently. Here.”

  “In Angeles? It’s a big city.”

  He shook his head. “On Fields Avenue.” Fields is the main street that runs through the bar district. “I want you to look at the picture. Tell me if you recognize him.”

  I could feel a bead of sweat growing on my brow, not unusual for hot and humid Angeles City, but definitely unusual in my bar where I kept the AC on all the time so it was always comfortable.

  Perdue reached into his pocket, and pulled out a photograph. He handed it to me.

  “Well?” he asked.

  I looked at the picture. It was fuzzy, out of focus. To me, and I’m not an expert at this, it looked like the picture had been taken from a distance using a zoom lens.

  The subject was a man. A Filipino. I guessed anywhere from twenty-five to thirty. He was sitting on a motorcycle facing the camera. His brown skin looked extra dark, probably from spending too many daylight hours in the sun. Other than that, there was nothing to distinguish him from a couple hundred other guys who drove motorcycles in the city.

  “I don’t know,” I said, honestly. “Could be familiar, but it’s not a great photo.”

  “His name’s Ernesto de la Cruz, does that help?”

  Acting is a big part of being a Papasan. You’ve got to always be happy, always on. You’ve got to act like the jokes your patrons are telling you are really funny. You’ve got to pretend that there’s never a bad day on Fields Avenue.

  So when I heard the name and looked at the picture again, I didn’t flinch.

  “Never heard of him,” I lied.

  Perdue looked at me, a stupid little smile on his face, his eyes on my eyes. It was like he knew I was lying, like he was waiting for me to take it back and tell him the truth.

  “Sorry,” I said. “I don’t know him.”

  He hesitated for a half second more, then broke off his stare. “You keep that picture. Maybe you can show it around. See if any of the girls know who he is. But don’t tell anyone I’m looking for him.”

  “And if someone does know who he is?”

  Perdue picked up his beer. “See if you can find out where he lives.”

  “I don’t know if I want to get in the middle of anything here.”

  “You’re a good American, right?”

  I didn’t respond right away. I didn’t like the direction this was going, but when he cocked his head and narrowed his eyes, I said, “Sure.”

  “Then finding out where he lives isn’t going to be a problem, is it?”

  “I didn’t say I could find out.”

  “I have faith in you.”

  After he left, I asked Kat for a match, then burned the photo. I wasn’t able to relax until the last of the image blackened, then turned to ash.

  I knew who Ernesto de la Cruz was. He was a local. Helped me out sometimes at the bar—washing glasses, stocking beer, that kind of thing—when one of my regular guys needed a day off. He was a good kid. Smiled a lot. Always respectful. As far as I knew, he’d never been south of Manila.

  A terrorist? Not even remotely possible. Of course, the moment Perdue mentioned Ernesto’s name, I knew this wasn’t about terrorism.

  Ernesto de la Cruz was Ellie’s boyfriend. And I would bet everything I own that Perdue knew that, too.

  That evening, I asked Marguerite—she was one of my girls and Ellie’s best friend—to text Ellie and tell her I wanted to talk to her. I’d trained the girls to know if they received a text like that, they were to stop by the bar at their next opportunity and see me.

  I didn’t expect to see her until the next day, and I was right.

  It was just before noon. The bar wasn’t open yet, but I was already there. Ellie knocked at the front door, and I let her in.

  “You want me, Papa?” she asked, once we were alone inside.

  “How is everything?” I said.

  She hesitated only long enough for me to notice. “Okay. Fine.”

  “Mr. Perdue’s treating you all right?”

  “Joe took me to Manila. He buy me lot of things.”

  “So he hasn’t hurt you?”

  There was that pause again. “No. Why?”

  “When was the last time you saw Ernesto?”

  “What?” My question obviously surprised her.

  “Have you seen him this week?”

  “No. Of course not.”

  It was a pat answer. If the girls were on an extended bar fine, the house rule was no contact with any boyfriends. The reason was to avoid exactly the problem that seemed to be developing here.

  “Ellie. Tell me the last time you saw him.”

  “Last weekend,” she said quickly. “Sunday, I think.”

  The girls were as good at lying as I was. But unlike their temporary boyfriends, I’d long
ago developed the ability to know if one of the girls was telling me the truth or not.

  “When, Ellie?”

  The sparkle in her eyes disappeared as she realized she’d been caught. “Yesterday,” she said. “Joe went out for a while in the afternoon. I meet Ernesto at his place. But only for an hour. I don’t lie.”

  That had probably been around the same time Perdue had stopped by the bar. “And before that, when?”

  “The day before Joe take me to Manila.”

  “Jesus, Ellie. You know the rules.”

  “What? What’s wrong?”

  “Perdue must have seen you. He was asking about him.”

  “Joe wants his money back, doesn’t he?” She looked horrified. “I’m sorry, Papa. I shouldn’t have seen him. I’ll pay you back, I promise.”

  I shook my head. “It’s not the money.”

  “Then what?”

  I contemplated stopping right there. I should have, but I didn’t. “He wanted to know if I could find out where Ernesto lived.”

  “Why?”

  “I don’t think Perdue is a good man.”

  The true meaning of my words took a moment to sink in. When they finally did, she stepped away from me and turned for the door. “I have to tell Ernesto!”

  I grabbed her arm, stopping her. “You can’t go anywhere near Ernesto.”

  “But Joe will try to hurt him.”

  “Tell me how to find Ernesto. I’ll tell him to get lost for a few days. Maybe he can go down to Manila.”

  “You’ll do that?”

  “Yes,” I said. “Do you know when Joe’s leaving town?”

  “Monday, I think.”

  She told me where Ernesto lived, then, almost as if she didn’t want to say it, added, “He pushed me.”

  “Who?”

  “Joe,” she said. “It was late, but I wanted to go out dancing. He said he was tired. I teased him and he pushed me into the wall.”

  I held my tongue as a surge of anger grew inside me.

  “He said it was an accident. That he was just teasing back, but he wasn’t. He pushed me. He’ll hurt Ernesto.”

  “Go to your place,” I said. “Stay there until Perdue leaves town. I’ll tell him you got sick. I’ll give him back his money if he asks.”